[inspired by imogen binnie
photo: my bikie the year her book came out]
lyrics
when the money runs out
like a desperate girl
i am calm, my cup is empty
and i fill my lungs with emptiness
set two thin wheels down on the pavement
and slip my toes into the cages
and i think of “nevada”
and i think of maria
flying over the williamsburg bridge
i should be flying off the
red golden gate
the only way of feeling better’s
doing worse when i can do better
and i can try some actual self care
claw my way out of this
but let’s just not and say we did
i am such a good boy
i am so responsible
i am such a patient boy
every polite laugh
every saved face [saved face]
every cheek turned
every respect paid
responsibility has been crushing me
like a hug that’s gone
on too long
it cracks my
ribs like wishbones
the only way of feeling better’s
doing worse when i can do better
and i can try some actual self love
fuck my way out of this
but let’s just not and say we did
moving is much better than screaming:
everything sucks and i am totally sad
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
so i reach out a finger
and i stroke a fiberglass
minivan fender [oh oh]
like swimming with whales
beautiful and clumsy
the driver belts a slur
i dodge deep into traffic
just the cars and me
a fish
the sharks and the sea
the only way of feeling better
is doing worse when i could do better
and i could try some actual self harm
and cut my way out of this
let’s just not and say we did
good boys no more
good boys no more
keep those pedals turning keep your bridges burning
keep those pedals turning keep your bridges burning
keep those pedals turning keep your bridges burning
keep those pedals turning
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Cartoon Network will always be my favorite for the pure trauma venting, but Music... Music makes me cry every time I listen. I want to say both are my favorite, but Bandcamp sucks ass lol danijayy
A nostalgic record full of ambling rhythms, vivid imagery, and cotton-soft melodies tapped out on an ever-present ’70s synth-organ hybrid. Bandcamp Album of the Day Nov 11, 2021